Tuesday, December 25, 2007

for Kithwa~ the angel in disguise*

Saw a post in your bloggie 2day...an old post, not the newest...
My nose felt sour, a spot in my heart ached.
How i wished i was in the pictures that u took and posted.
i told myself i didn't matter, that i was still part of u that made u feel lucky...

but it did matter

i wasn't part of the picture anymore

i'v chosen a life different from yours and all the others that have been close to me in uni' life

i AM the odd one out now i guess~...

...and i kept asking myself, am i a bad friend? i did make efforts to meet up and catch up, but our hours and minutes of free time kept clashing and in the end, i guess i took things as how they were. True, i was as busy as hell, but i could have sacrificed a few more hours of sleep and go fetch u out for breakfast on weekends. =)

Just wanna say sorry to you, Kit, one of my dearest friends.

(And also to all other friends that i have failed to 'contact' in this period of time)

Will do better in the future (and i've made it my new year resolution)~... ^^

Love YOU! and u! and u! and u! etc~ ^^Y